god i wisjh i didnt move to this stupid city or meet her i wihs i nver went looking for beloinging and now i have to act like notjhijng even happened or htat everything that happened with her was just a civi l argument or some shit. everyhtime i go out i get worried thjt i'll see her or shes looking for me or somethng. i hate it here i wish i coudl just move all the way awayforver but i cant

i have to go to afucking job interview tomorrw i need to go to bed